Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Shhh...I'm having an affair. Don't. Tell. Anyone!

I can't believe this. I've always believed in monogamy. I've always remained faithful. I mean, trying to handle one relationship is hard enough, right? But, I have to say that cheating is both exhausting and exhilarating. I can't really explain it. It's giving me a sort of high I've never felt before. They both make me so happy, but when one overwhelms me or frustrates me or pisses me off, I can run to the other for a much needed break and that feeling of pleasure and satisfaction that keeps me a happy girl. And they are both so, so different. I mean, they're both really exciting, edgy, and give me non-stop action, but they're from like totally different worlds!

So far they don't seem to know about each other. Think I'll keep it on the down low for now. Though, there's this other dude who's recently come back into my life, too. He was in lock up for a while and recently came out. I've begun messing around with him as well. What can I say? I missed him and I couldn't deny him the tender loving care he so desperately desired.

God. I'm such a whore.


Have you always remained a one manuscript at a time kinda person, or do you admit to whoring it up! Come on, CONFESS!!!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

The process of querying...

 is so, so hard. it is mentally and emotionally exhausting.

that is all.
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